Friday, July 29, 2011

Am I Crazy?

Why after an argument with my husband do I feel like I am crazy? Why when I feel I have a good solid reason to confront him with something I am upset about that it always turns to a huge fight? And I never get any answers. How is it always my fault? How does he always make me feel like I am wrong at the end? But when I sit and think about it, the questions are still there, unanswered. Does he really love me?
If someone makes you feel crazy why would you want to stay with them? Why stay in the circle of unhappiness? Is it really love? How do you clear your head and think reasonably? Why when he knows I have valid points does he cloud the issue, screaming and trying to make me feel as though I am stupid. Why tell me he loves me only to turn around and call me an old hag? Why does he need revenge again someone he says he loves? Why does he want to embarrass me when he could just tell me what I have asked? Then once again say how much he loves me? Maybe I am crazy.

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